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| My reading tonight courtesy of my darling husband ! |

We had a wonderful weekend with not a lot on our agenda. Faruq was scheduled to be off on Friday but because he took most of Thursday off he went into work so it was just the girls and I home. Saturday morning I had a very relaxing massage and afterwards met a friend for lunch. The family and I headed out to Costco on Saturday afternoon to pick up a few groceries.
Because Costco is usually so busy and most times I have a few kids with me I never get a chance to just browse the aisles but dad took the kids to the food court so I got a little free time. Of course, this added at least another $100 to my final tally but that's okay because I got some great stuff.
I was introduced to the Cleaning Eating magazine a few months ago and have throughly enjoyed trying some of the recipes. So when I spotted these lovelies at Costco I was thrilled.
Since becoming a mama eight years ago I have alway tried to keep the "bragging" in check when it comes to my kids. Sure I praise them and speak proudly of their accomplishments but I have never been comfortable with going on and on about them. But tonight I need to break my own rule just for a moment.
I have been very forthcoming with challenges that my lovely little Laila has been facing and as I type this tonight I'm having a very hard time not tearing up. I'm nothing but simply amazed at what this little girl has accomplished in the last few months.
Since starting school just over 6 weeks ago she has just exploded. Everyday her first words to me are "Mommy do I go to school today" and when I answer yes I'm always greeted with a hug and a "Thank you". Her teachers say that each day she is so eager to learn and her enthusiasm is contagious.
She is kind to her classmates and always helps the ones that need that little extra assistance. I actually think that her being at this school is one of her first valuable "life lessons". The majority of kids in her class are facing challenges that are far bigger than hers and I think she senses that. She has made two little friends and is already asking for "playdates" with them and of course, the birthday party list is being formulated.
As far as her development is concerned her speech is growing in leaps and bounds. Everyday she comes out with something new and it just amazes me. Her comprehension is improving as fast as her speech. She is recognizing over half the alphabet and can count to 10. She has started to print her name as well as drawing and identifying shapes. She is properly holding her pencil and cutting with scissors.
She knows all the primary colors and quite a few more. She tackles 15 to 24 pieces puzzles, constantly has books in her hands and wants to play "school" at home all the time. To put it into perspective she knew none of that before starting school.
I feel my heart bursting everyday with this child and I can honestly say this was not always the case. When Laila turned 2 she had no speech and the tantrums started. We went through a very hard time with her and I didn't know what we were going to do. But now the tantrums are just the normal 3.5 year old stuff which seems so easy to deal with.
One thing I will say to any parent who has a child diagnosed with speech delay don't be afraid to get them the help they need. I had people advise us against sending her to Providence House because she would be "labelled" with a disability. My response to them and anyone would be "Who cares? " She is in the best place she can possibly be and this has given her the best opportunity to have the ability reenter the normal school system in a few years without being behind her peers.
So I will get off my soapbox now but beware as I may bring it out in a few months again to brag just a little bit more.
Laila is very simply my hero !

Faruq celebrated his birthday last Thursday but we didn't have his party until this past weekend. It's a tradition in our house that the person having the birthday gets to pick their favorite meal. So of course, Faruq picked Filet Mignon.
I'm not sure why I have been avoiding writing this post because I feel like I have triumphed. As I said here I was really looking for any excuse to pack it in. I had the injury to contend with but instead of packing it I chose to go to Physio and get this rehabbed. I was told it would be an easy 4 to 6 weeks possibly longer.
In my earlier post I said I would talk about why I feel a personal trainer is so valuable. In my case, Stevie was there to offer support and guidance when I was ready to accept it. She said from the beginning we could work through the injury and that routines could be modified. Without her I know I would have packed it in at that time saying I would start again when the injury had healed. Sure I would have started again. LOL
So great I had made the decision to continue working out and everything should have been great. Yeah no, for a few weeks we worked out but I was still struggling with my commitment level. I was beginning to feel like I was wasting everyone's time and seriously had to decide what I wanted to do.
Cue the wick head cold I got and it was just another excuse to stop. But what I have realized is that life happens and there will always be things thrown at us. It is up to us how we chose to react. For one of the first times in my life I am choosing to fight.
I chatted with Stevie about my thoughts and decisions. We have refocussed and I am committed to doing this. I know it will not be easy and I'm sure I will complain and maybe even falter again along the way but I will succeed.
This is a journey not a race for me and I know I have a long way to travel but the most important thing is I'm still on the journey.

I for one am glad this week is over. Even though we had Monday off it just seemed very long to me. Nothing really out of the ordinary for us just lots of running around with the kids. I fear what our calendar will look like in a few years when all the kids are in school and we have extra curriculum activities for each of them.
We had a very low key Thanksgiving this year. No company just the 5 of us. I didn't even cook a turkey but opted for a lovely organic chicken. I still made all the trimmings and we gave thanks for all we are fortunate to have. Of course, every special meals needs to end with a pumpkin pie from Costco. If you haven't tried it you really must. It's a tradition in our house now.
Tuesday we had a lovely warm afternoon in Calgary ! What a nice treat. The girls and I took advantage of the sunny day and spent some time in our backyard after school.