Just one of those weeks....

It could be the pregnancy or just a me having a shitty week but man I have been super emotional for the last few days.  I have cried numerous times and seriously some of these outbursts were over nothing.

Faruq has been working lots of crazy hours recently so I'm getting super tired and I usually don't do well when I'm tired under normal circumstances. 

I'm having doubts about this third pregnancy and whether we can actually handle three kids (guess it's a little late now to be worry about it now).  I'm sure it will all work out but I'm still worrying none the less. 

 I worry about how I will get Hayden to school for 8:15 while trying to get two other little ones dressed and out the door as well.  I will worry about how he will get home at 3:15 everyday.  Did we do the right thing moving him to the this school that is so much farther away and now we don't have a busing option anymore.

I worry about Laila accepting the new baby as there will only be 2 years between them and she has always been used to being the baby.   Are we doing her a disservice by having this 3rd little one.

I guess I'm just worried about lots of stuff lately.  That's what I do..."Worry".  I know Faruq always says we will work it out and he is most always right but I still worry.

Then to top it off my fridge quit chilling sometime last night so I was treated to a crap load of of warm food.  I guess life is so good for the refrigeration companies in Calgary right now that they don't do emergency call outs and we are scheduled to have our fridge fixed on Friday (maybe Thursday).   Who will pay for the over $500 worth of food that I have had to throw out?  - I sit and worry !

And as luck would have it we just had garbage pickup this morning and I have 3 large bags of food rotting in the garage.  Maybe, I can drop it off at Home Depot where we bought these appliances from not 3 years ago.  They have been they worse people to deal with in regards to warranty work and let me tell you have had to deal with them on our washer, dryer and now fridge.  Seriously, any other appliance I could live without for days if I had to but not the fridge. 

So now I sit and worry about how to keep food cold for two days...not an issue for just hubby and I but when you have kids they needs food that is refrigerated. 

It's just one more thing that has been added to my little "pity party" I have been having !

Wow this has been an uplifting and inspiring post but It's  truly how I'm feeling right now and I just didn't feel like being cheerful and upbeat when I'm really not.   

I know the sun will shine again really soon for me but for today it's just a little overcast in my world.

Chow for now !!